I just want you to love me.
More than anything, I just want to understand.
I want to stop with this over analyzing and questioning every little detail of our life.
I just want to feel okay.
I want to get off of this roller coaster. It's becoming too much for me.
Sometimes, I don't feel good enough...for anyone.
I feel wayyyyy too serious.
I need something light; something simple.
I'll post something light and simple and happy and easy soon. Hopefully. I desperately need things to slow down. Before I break.
Until then, I hope that the people I'm praying for are doing better. McKayla and Erin, I love you both so dearly.
Erin, I love you and miss you so much. I hope someday we both can feel "okay." I hope you and I will be able to smile and remember the good times in life; the simpler times. Read my new post, please. It is definitely lighter. And then, do something light yourself. Sometimes, it's the little things. :)
ReplyDeleteOh, I hate to see you like this! You who always spreads love, kindness, happiness, and encouraging words that are so heartfelt and selfless.
ReplyDeleteFrom your other post-- You're right. We will never understand untill we leave this world. We will never feel complete untill we're in heaven. And some day we'll all be together, strolling through heaven. :)
Thank you for your prayers, and your friendship<3