Who I Am

I'm trying so hard to figure this out

My potential, my being, my life.

It's so hard to put it all into words...

Stand in front of the camera, raw and as you are.

I grabbed a sweatshirt to hide my face. I can't help but have secrets hidden deep inside. How can I show you all of me when I'm scared to figure myself out completely? 

Maybe someday it will become clear to me. Maybe someday I can stand in front of my camera with no fear; and be like all those other girls...the ones with confidence and flair. 

Maybe someday the whole world might understand females a little better.

Maybe someday humanity will understand itself.

Maybe someday

Maybe

Until then, I sign off as a confused little girl

Understanding a little more every day.

We aren't meant to have the answers.

He is,

and we will know in time. 

For you.

For Erin.

For me?

Thank You.